Sitting in this chair, in this cubicle, in this room….is pretty nerve wrecking. I’m still the new girl and the “young girl” who doesn’t know anything (atleast they think. Atleast I think they think….or maybe I just think..). Really makes me self conscious you know?
I like it here though. I just wish I was better with people. My life would be soooo smooth! I wish I could just go up to someone and and not just have dry conversations but actual conversations and we became good friends. Now that’s a people person. I’m not one of those people.
And then I go home. Go to sleep, and then its the same thing over and over. I dont want to do this forever. I don’t. I want to own my own company, work from home and be the leader. Maybe that’s all it is. Maybe I’m just uncomfortable being someone unimportant..